A couple years later!

Wow! It’s been awhile! I begin the new year the way the old year ended, one day at a time! Sobriety suits me! Thought about changing the name of my blog, but decided I would leave it as it’s been. Who knew the messed up view of my life wasn’t about drinking! Alcohol was only a symptom of my problem. I am a self centered, self willed, dishonest, self seeking and full of fear. Fear, the root of all my problems. I can honestly say that for this day, I really like myself. Something I couldn’t say a year ago. I have been blessed to start over in my spiritual life. To live life without expectations. Without judgement. Without ego. Without fear. With love. With tolerance. With total acceptance. I’ve learned to put my fear into faith and my faith into action. I have given people I love the right to be wrong. I am happy, joyous and free. I have thrown out the hundreds of masks I kept in my secret place. I am finally becoming the woman God meant for me to be. I will take this daily journey of living 24 hours at a time.  “After all, tomorrow is another day”  my favorite quote these days!