this morning I woke up at 2:45 for the third day in a row. The first two mornings in my regular, get out of bed and take a pain pill mode. But yesterday I had Radio Frequency Ablation on my lower spine. This morning I woke up without pain in my back. A miracle. I have prayed a long time for relief of my horrible pain. I kept praying, even without all the faith I wanted have, I kept praying. Praying for relief on this earth or in heaven. Tuesday I was filled with irrational fears. I prayed for those fears to be relieved. Wednesday afternoon when I got to my appointment, laying face down on the procedure table, my fears were released.
I pray all the time, sometimes just to connect, not always expecting anything, (not enough faith sometimes). I have a few different answers from God about my wants and desires. Yes, no, not now, we’ll see. I may not like the answers all the time, but I know He knows what’s ahead, I don’t. I will never stop praying, He will never stop listening. For each moment of my life, I am exactly where I’m supposed to be. Going through things that someday will make me a better person, a better daughter, sister, mom, grandma and a better friend.
This is what I can offer you today, hold onto it, write it on your heart and in your head. He wasn’t lying when he made this promise! Have a great day, I know I will!
When you pass through the waters,I will be with you;and when you pass through the rivers,they will not sweep over you. When you walk through the fire, you will not be burned; the flames will not set you ablaze. For I am the Lord your God, the Holy One of Israel
Isaiah 43
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