a plank extraction

i have this huge plank poking in my eye making it difficult to see. so, in an effort to remove the plank, i am trying to let go of preconceptions of a mega-church, thus, the plank. i have made comments, downright bad ones, about a certain mega-church in my town. i know some people that go there and am not too fond of the way i percieve them to be, self rightous and judgemental. ouch, i really did just write that! so now you see my plank. this sunday i am going to go to this church and ask that god take down my walls, and remove my plank. what if? what if this is a place he wants me right now? it seems the last few churches i have attended have dissolved or moved out of my area and find myself again, still, looking for a church. i guess i actually need to physically look by walking through the doors instead of looking for reasons why i can't. so, if you are reading this, please pray that the walls i have put up around me, my own self rightousnes, and that huge plank stuck in my eye will be dealt with. man, i really hate when i am right about my wrongs!